DARKNESS BEHIND THE INTELLECT

Myself Being a young woman and getting to know several others from my journey from very childhood to till now, and observing their different thought process, way of acting and reacting upon something, and their different level of intelligentsia ..I'm bewildered , that how it be so easily determined , how a woman would react upon anything which is simply unlike in case of another different set of animals called 'MEN'
It is well said by some that "It's hard to predict a woman" ..It's true though only till you /anybody standing at a quite distance and just observing her.
I have pretty closely observed that those women/ girls/ lady etc, who have good level of patience and understanding and are quite absorbent in case of their man/ family/friends , or last but never the least, difficult situations of different frequency, are more-or-less have been subjected to harsh patches /phases of life which have made them so.
Most female who are subjected to some very bad patches develop an antibody inside themselves against it and at the some time by several SELF-COUNSELING , they silently walk out of it without letting it destroy her inner-peace or knowledge of anybody.
As those patches bring an inner - strength to deal with it... It also , at the same time brings an IQ to them to solve other such types of problems , either very then or later in future...and this ultimately brings an over all intelligentsia to a Woman at any stage of her life..

As for conclusion.. All I can say is that
"No men or ever world will know what a female went through to develop that quality which they search in for, so casually"
and..
"any man who has ability to empathize and and understand the reason behind, must be a part, wholly/ partially of the patch".
Readers are invited to add to my keen observation.

AWAITED DESIRES


someday when u'll be mine
there would be no murk only embellished shine

It will last till aeon and will be perpetual.
It will be so true , so pure, so innocent and real.
how to say , what to convey,
but the feeling inside are so white...not a pinch of grey.
The darkness inside me, coaled the walls of my heart,
when u stepped in there was a rain of glee to wipe it apart.

ur eyes are my deity,
I feel near to al-mighty
Its all about u dear, that
can make me till eternity

So sombre, so sullen, my life will be without u
my heart will squeal out,,
closest to my heart are rares,,
u r among those rarest few.
My sole wil squeal out,I love u ,,,OH! let me be with u

always wandering hw to tell u,
but my heart will speak, words my lips couldn't
If ur mine , I'll give u my love
pure which will be BIBLE like true.

Hw to define you,, naive like a new born,

gentle to touch, sweetest of corn.
freshness of rose in u
Devine as my god.
what to say of heart, biggest and broad.
sober and serene, has been along in all odds
cover of ur arms seems safest and soot
they fill me with unending desires,
everlasting love, from my very root.

sunrise , rainfall,sunset to snowfall,
all season passes away.
All days go up to down from dew to dawn.
All reasons inside not to tell u.
but u never tried to read ...
that i'll be all shattered and tattered
lost in the billions
If u not stay here and if ever I realise
that ur gone
my soul will squeal out. I love u.
let me be with u.

Slip of mistakes, for a tearless cry.
Believe in Ur self and see into my eye


Unknowingly you sow a dream in my eyes, but beyond my dreams, it changed into unending cries.
That day fearless, feathering clouds showered stones on my heart
Unknowingly you sprinkled some sorrows to throw that feeling apart.
Unseen your face is, unseen your eyes are, but my core says that I know what your truth and lies are.
So fond my dreams, why so delicate they are, dissolved it’s roots to my soul to never go back nor too far..
But still you brought happiness to my life & too much glitters for my heart, in return
Neither asked for a penny ,nor a golden cart.
Now I stand on a thundered hill, with shivering air and piercing snow,
I can feel my blood freezing into red sticks of ice, as it never used to flow.
I remember this place, I remember those days, when flowers bloomed and sun used to glow.
I never thought of being without you, but you will not be here, my life has become slow,
I will never let you scream, nor ever cry, please don’t go,
I promise you my love and a beautiful life.
In my mind you are still there for a support in the crowd, what would you think of me now???
Oh! God I am so lucky so blessed so proud.
It’s irrelevant for you and drizzling drops, however I see your hand holding mine &,
For lives and lives walking along.
Although my heart wonders and that half moon hides, after all,
Oh! Jesus to whom I belong?
Veiled from heaven, unknown to flowers,
Buried in dreams, and concealed to showers
My heart has a feeling, for this it always smile
Now, it has power to walk alone for million miles.


Composed by:
Sanjeevani keshav